When I was drinking alcohol, it became the reward for me. Your life becomes constricted. The more you drink, the less you can do.
It’s all about trade offs in this life, it’s all about opportunity costs. The more you push yourself in one direction, especially when it’s a negative direction, you’re going to negativity from the inside, that is a consequence on the outside of yourself as well. It means that you’ve got less money to spend on yourself because you’re not earning money and you’re spending the money that you earn in an alcohol.