Before I stopped drinking alcohol, there was a certain lack of meaning in my life. It was just a waste of life, because I’m doing the same shit over and over and over again.
Boozing becomes boring, it becomes repetitive. We’re taught to believe that alcohol helps us to relax and to have fun. We’re so caught up with the bullshit of all this that we don’t realize that how many of our days are being bled. It boils down to that one thing, that behavior of drinking alcohol, not the alcohol itself. Alcohol is just the liquid in the bottle. But truly, it’s all about the mentality, because you can switch alcohol for something else, you can switch it for another drug, and you can still do the same thing. The future is never guaranteed.